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what made my day,
Monday, February 25, 2008

kahapon kasi, halos umapoy na ng phone ko sa dami ng text!(magtext ba naman ang 6 mong kaibigan na puro gm, ewan ko na lang!)pero what made my day is nung nagsubside na yung gm mode ng mga kaibigan ko at konti na lang yung nagtext, at dun nagpop-out ang most depressing text ever made in my entire life!damn...It was a text about a friend na may mataas na pride telling the other friend that everything is my fault, ako may kasalanan, ako may mali, ako may pagkukulang, ako...ako... that is so full of ****! sorry for the term my dear readers pero nakakainis lang, i know posibleng mabasa mo ito friend:

to you my friend(an open letter),

since you don't want to talk to me kahit ako na
yung nagmamakaawa, k...fine...you said na kung magkaayos man tayo eh walang
magbabago sa way of pakikitungo ko sa'yo, that's what you think, i hope you
remember na ikaw ang unang tumalikod saken, at ikaw rin ang unang lumayo,pinili
ko lang na dumistansya dahil naramdaman ko naman na mas pinaniniwalaan mo "sila"
kesa saken, mas gusto mo "silang" kaibigan kesa saken, pinilit kong maging close
tayo but you closed your heart and ears to me. Remember when R and I broke up
and you were there and you did nothing, nakita ko kung pano mo ako tinignan, at
sana naramdaman mo yung selos na naramdaman ko, yung selos na yon ay hindi para
sa'yo, nagselos ako nun dahil mas pinili mong samahan sya kesa sakin na
naghintay na kausapin mo, i badly needed a shoulder that time, pero naintindihan
ko ulet, he is your close friend, mas close kayo kesa saken, even though we call
each other bes. You never believed in me, kaya tinanggap ko yun, tanggap na
tanggap...i hope when you get to read this, magalit ka, and then kausapin mo ko,
kasi mas gusto ko na awayin mo ako, kesa yung hindi mo ako kinakausap, you
should have seen how depressed i was when you decided to end our friendship, i
was still thankful though, coz you made me realize how important you are to my
life, i still cherish you, and love you,take care!



well, medyo natatawa ako kasi yung letter medyo galit sa umpisa tapos biglang nag lie low, haha,=P

anyways, share ko na din that i was really happy din kahapon kasi nun lang ulit nagkasaby-sabay na magtext yung mga bes ko, it's been a long time na din since we did that, and i missed it so much! nagpaplano ulit kami ng outing and sana this time matuloy na talaga, kasi sawa na ko sa villa ocampo,hahaha, chos! kahit saan pa yan basta kasama ko sila masaya na yun, i can't wait!I love you mga bes! wag na tayo magaway, bati bati na ha?! =)

april flew last 9:11 PM.
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ang sad ng life!
Sunday, February 24, 2008

mga bes!
sana hindi lang hanggang dito!
naiinis ako sa inyo,
alam nyo bang kayo ang dahilan kung bakit hindi agad ako sumuko sa laban ko nung college!
mahal ko kayo, sobra!
okey!
naiintindihan nyo ba yon?!
hay...
:'c

april flew last 7:13 PM.
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just a figment of (stupid)imagination...
Wednesday, February 20, 2008

well, it's been awhile since i last entered an entry..haha, natawa ako, la lang, kasi trip ko rin magsulat ngayon since i have something to rave/rant about. hehehe...
so, here goes,
i kind of joined a communtiy over the net. Got to talk to interact with other people, and shared some ideas. Until i bumped to a girl, kilala nya kasi yung kilala ko so it started like "uy, ikaw pala si..." then nagtataka lang ako, kasi parang may somthing na hindi tama. Hanggang sa nakausap ko si girlaloo sa ym and told me everything she knows coz i asked her! The "teorya" shocked me! I wanted to scream, i was a bit angry and depressed. Sad should I say... I am just a figment of a guys imagination, can you believe that?! well, sorry to say but i'm off to prove that I am real!
hehe, di ako kagandahan pero kaya kong patunayan na I exist!
My entry is more of a rave, hehe, okey lang, at least i get to meet people who still trust me!
Salamat girlaloo, soulmate, tawa, adik o kung nau pa man tawag ko sa'yo!

april flew last 11:51 PM.
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sari-sari (2)
Thursday, February 7, 2008

i recently watched a tv documentary, it had a catchy title, "the 36-pesos challenge". The reporter dared filipinos from diffrent aspects of life, a teacher, a jeepney driver a PR consultant and a congressman. They are on a challenge of living a day with only 36 pesos at hand.
Noong 2004, lumabas sa pag-aaral ng National
Statistical Coordination Board na 36 na piso ang poverty threshold sa Pilipinas.
Ibig sabihin, kung ang isang Pilipino ay may P36 sa isang araw, hindi na siya
mapabibilang sa mga mahihirap.

kakagulat noh? so napaisip ako bigla, magkano ba ang nagagastos ko sa isang buong araw? kung iisispin ko, nung panahon na napasok pa ako sa school, 40 ang pamasahe ko mula sa bahay papunta sa school, papunta pa lang yan... kung 36 pesos lang, hindi na ako makakauwi, kulang pa ang pamasahe ko. Ikaw, sa palagay mo ba, kasya ang 36-pesos para sa isang buong araw?



april flew last 11:13 PM.
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